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I thought that i had done this before

I thought that I had done this before, but apparently I didn't .  Maybe I didn't finish? Maybe this is something new?  I'm wishing right now that my son went to bed at his old bedtime.  There goes my parent of the year award.

I've been wavering between depression and some kind of stupid peace.  My life has been on the very brink of completely falling apart of becoming very comfortably livable for an insane amount of time now.  It could go either way really.  I think that it might be getting better, but I could be wrong.  I have to start paying my student loan this month, so everything could still fall apart money   wise.

Job wise, I work in a soulless job that is boring me to tears, but I'm 40, up to my ears in student debt and a parent, so there really isn't much that I can do about that.  Maybe write the great Canadian novel? Yeah right.

Life wise things suck and don't suck at the same time.  My mother is terminally ill, so that sucks.  We are really close, so I really hate that.  My kid is almost 10 and pretty good as far as boys go.  My man is really good and we have been getting along pretty good lately, so my right at home life is really good.

Anyway, I'll probably be back more often, cause my man got his own damn computer to game on!!!!

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